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[Apr. 27th, 2006|08:04 pm] |
life will never be without its complications
that doesnt mean we have to accept them
i hate feeling like this
that is all
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[Apr. 22nd, 2006|02:34 pm] |
like...im 18...wahhhhhh, ive never had so much fun getting I.D ed in my whole life.....i am now invinceable!!! dun dun dun
so yes went out last night...bluenote....achohol, so very drunk...
on my actual birthday i went for a caverey with mr john and amy served us and made us a super duper uber good sundae puddingy thing...thankyou!!!!!! it was really relaxing and perfect really!
i got loads of cool stuff presents wise including a lap top!!!! and some uber good crayons and alot of pretty jewellarly......beautiful earrings from john *nodds*
loads of good films are comming out at work i wanna see silent hill hmmmmmmm.... and tristan and isolde
oh yes and other shocking news last night i wore skinny fit jeans, WHAT THE HELL
and the next thing to be excited about, 6 months with john on thursday, wooooo, antibos to celebrate!!!!!!
love to al
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[Apr. 16th, 2006|11:30 am] |
havent updated in a while,,,,,,,,,,
i went paintballing on thursday, i was very scared but it turned out to be much fun fun fun, however im still aching and have brusies everywhere, it was so muddy and we had to hide in bogs and stuff, it was just a good day out really!!! went back to johns afterwards for a bit.
good friday i did nothing really i shoulve dun some school work, PAH! i worked in the evening tho. however i did buy these fantasic skirts from matalan and they are polka dotted, how exciting!!!
yesterday, john came round, we ate, he fixed my mp3 player which is fantasic because it means i can actually use it now and put all my music on!!! whoooooop!!!
oh, yes and HAPPY EASTER!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
its like my 18th in like 4 days!!!!!! im so excited!!!!
LOTS OF LOVE
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[Apr. 8th, 2006|07:12 pm] |
hey hey hey.....erm...so....update....
its my birthday in like 12 days aye aye aye!!!!
like 18 whoooooooooop!
i havent been up to much, loads of deadlines comming up and this past week ive been really ill with swollen glands meaning my neck swelled up like a bitch, however about 30 hours sleep in 2 days and having pizza and mash at johns cured the majority of it, its just a sniffle now..... today i watched old old o.c and then went to town to meet john, ive been really stressed over money and stupid stuff recently espesically cos of prom, i just didnt realise it would end up costing this much and im going paintballing on thursday which ull cost a stupid amount,,,,, but im just ignoring it for the mo..............i think the way it goes is, 'money cant buy you love,' and keeping that in perspective i have more important things than money sooooooooooooopppp.... mong over...
hope every1 tis ok...................easter sooooon, WHOOOOOOOOOT, my sister is like getting confirmed in the big ass cathedral next saturday and the woman (dont really know who she is) keeps ringing up the house
its slightly annoying because im the one who answeres the phone and she just talks to me and i dont even KNOW HER.......stress, however she did say she was making a cake the last time she rang so i may become her friend....hmmmmmmmmm............................
so thats my easter, maybe ill go? there may be cake..............!!!!!!!!!
CAKE
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[Mar. 27th, 2006|10:25 pm] |
he he hum. havent updated in a waaaaaayyy long time...... emr whats been happening?
last week i saw the hills have eyes it twas freaaaaaaaaaaakkkkky! ha even john was scared and ive given up popcorn for lent so i couldnt just chomp away nervosly.
on tuesday last week i had my loughborough interview... *fingers crossssed* it went well..........afterwards i introdcued john to the o.c
erm on firday i worked and went bluenote for cat obriens bday, ended up with loads of cool people from work and people from school, best of both worlds really....erm i got really drunk, like really, i was sitting in the sink and dancing away... te he
saturday i got up and felt dodgy, so i wnet out for a walk, brought a big bottle of mineral water and a fancy mothers day card then went home and had a nice shower to feel all fresh, did wonders for my hangover.
went around to johns around 6ish cos we were going out for his birthday, me, sharon, david, oliver, lorezo and lewis and john obivosuly went to the gulshan for sum indian tucker and then we went into town, and ended up in first floor, groooooovy baby, it was an awesome night, john got to mosh away aswell... i satyed over at johns and becuase we lost an hour it was like 4am when we got in, john opened the presents i got him in bed and i think he liked them, which is good good good.
sunday was good, we were meant to get up for church, HA! didnt get up till 12 and then we had dinner and it was rather UBER SPECIAL, very good lasagne and it was like a proper meal, i enjoyed this muchly, just sitting at a dinner table is a bit of a novelty for me really, and there was balloons and party poppers, it was just really good in all.....nodds refusly
john got a super digital camera for his bday which ive decided im gonna share....he he
seriously though yesterday was just the most insanely brilliant day, i dont think ive ever enjoyed anybodys birthday as much as my own till now, and thats not because im selfish i just mean its because of how much i love john and like to see him happy.
thinking about things, deep down im always happy these days, and thats because of john, i still get stressed, i still get down but knowing i have some who loves me and who i love ulitmatley keeps me happy....love is just like the best thing really...........it makes the world go round...........
5 months today!! whoot toot fruit!!
im going to hostel tommorrow, i is scared.
love u all
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[Mar. 19th, 2006|05:51 pm] |
hum ho hum,
this past week has been really busy, im back at school, i have all my exams soon, i have so much to get through but suprisingly i feel really good about myself, im trying to keep on top of it all and i think im doing well, ive done the english essay from hell, ive also dun my history essay, ive done the work for my interview and made a start to my art exam prep.
guess what my AS results are looking like now thanks to a couple of resits....
Art and design A
English A
History A
i really cant believe it......
this weekend ive worked loads and im suprised to say im happy about working at the cinemas again, everytime i go i feel like i get closer or properly make friends with sumone new which is fun and my manager is always nice to me these days, i feel like i belong again! YAY!
its johns birthday next weekend, which means i get to spend the weekend with him, WHOOOOOOOOOOOOOOP!
loughborugh interview tuesday : MUST GET IN
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[Mar. 11th, 2006|11:45 pm] |
im very tired, excessively.
i went to bed at 9.00pm, now im up
i cant write anything i need to write
i cant find the energy to do anything but sleeep
i say ill do it tommorrow. but tommorrow really is the last tommorrow i can say that
im screwing up
pahh.
sleep my pretty.
im so fed up
already
ha
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[Mar. 10th, 2006|01:21 pm] |
lots of work to do!!!
whoop te dooooo!!!!
not working tommorrow either, whoooooooop!
potato croquetts are on the way. whoop!!
all in all whoooop
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[Mar. 9th, 2006|09:53 pm] |
updation.... yes...necessary...
and sorry amy holloway but this entry will contain alot of the name 'john' since hes the only person ive been with for the past four days,
gahhhh its been great,
i went round to his on monday night, we ate, watched tv, slept and then tuesday, whooooooo big day in london baby!! all by ourselves on the train. i felt ill all day after being sick in the night and also it absolutley pissed it down all day we were soaked to the skin but literally nothing could wipe the great big smile off my face, it was amazing. we went to the tate modern it was really cool, espesically the rothko room i was really impressed. then we ate in the really posh pretenious restauraunt in the tate and took like ages just for the fact of how much it cost. we tubed it over to the tate britain and spent most of our time looking at the turner collection which was astounding, by this time by bitch of tummy ache was getting the better of me so i just went from bench to bench, their was some freud there aswellnone of the pieces ive been investigating though. after this we went to traffalger ( cant spell) sqaure to the national portrait gallerly, until we were chucked out as it was closing. we had such a lovely meal at this indian resturaunt, not that we could manage much food but it really was beautiful, mainly because of john that is ofocurse, on the train back it was late, i had a bitch of a stomach pain and my body felt worse than ever but i didnt even care i was, am that happy.
so yes, after that eventful day wednesday we got up about 1 and had breakfast in bed, yum yum yum, toast and yeah didnt do much, watched tv until the evening when we went to see lucky number slevin, for free ofocurse, by this time by illness was about gone, anyway really really good film!!! however after me feeling ill, john felt ill and we went to bed as soon as we got home even though it was really early but i just felt so weak and john felt all poorly.
today we had an easy day, tv, napps, strawberry mousse, photos of john playing his guitar for my art project, i got home about 5. after being with john for like 3/4 straight days and nights i feel a little lost, like hmmmmm, wheres john? at home thats where he is, but yeah...............
its been an amazing three days, it really has, nobody can take my happiness away from me
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[Mar. 4th, 2006|10:28 am] |
ive just had my work staff meeting
me , liz and sharon are all on probation, mark (manager) told us our final appraisal is today on our shifts, im working 4.30 till 9.30 as is liz so we asked him if he could tell us now, he refused. surley thats a bad sign proving one of us has got the heave ho?
i keep on connecting all these dots,
i am almost positive ive got the sack,
ive just got this feeling niggling away,
and without a job,
i cant even afford bus fair to get to college,
i dunno maybe im paranoid, but dots seem to be connecting and its all pointing the wrong way,
i really need this job and i really need this satbility,
ive decided if he does sack me im going to argue like a bitch, ill have already been sacked so whats to loose?
i really think im doing good there though,
i get along with everyone practically,
i do what i have to do,
i just need some kind of financial income its not a want its a need, i provide for myself, i have no savings, no nothing to keep me going, how am i going to live?
FRET FRET FRET
this really is serious
i had better start job hunting now then really,
my only ambiition at the minute,
is to ensure that if he does proclaim im not 'odeon material',
that i dont burst into tears,
i WILL not let them see that they have got me down,
bastards.
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[Mar. 1st, 2006|08:25 am] |
yes... i totally agree an update is in order...............
so erm the last week of term was stressful, and yes now i have two weeks off, but soo much bloody work to do its unreal.
on wednesday i went to london with english to see a musicial, it was awfully awful, rhyming couplets garlore and it made me depressed as i didnt actually get to do anything i wanted to do all i got to see was pizza hut and that wasnt really a rare treat if u understand.
on thursday i went to see final destination 3 with joh and sharon for free. and me and john walked back to twon and it rained and i was soaked to the skin, to the skin i say!
on friday it was vickis party, i got dressed up as it was formal wear, i wore a dresss!!!!!!!!!!! shock, horror, initially i decided to have no achochol which started off well with two cokes but as the night went on.... well. yeah. me and john got a lift into town afterwards with david and attempted to get into jimmys, but didnt, then came back 5 minutes later and did. HA HA ! there we met lizzy, lewis, lorenzo, a very intoxicated becki etc, we were treated to tequilia slammers by somone??? either lizzy or lewis. then lizzy insisted i try this crazy drink it was gooooooooooooood though then i got in about 1.
saturday i worked on popcorn and made alot of mistakes
sunday i worked on icecream and talked to nick and paul the whole time, they attmepted to make me clean instead, but NO ha ha ha
monday........ me and john realised it was our 4 month day, so we gave blood!!!!!!! whooop! and then went for a meal at old oreleans who seriously do the best nachos in the world!!!!!
yesterday twas pancake day.... i spent it at johns and overate, but the food was soooooo good. 4 pancakes each, one with melted chocolate mmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm
ha on the way home last night i felt really ill, i went to bed straight away, whoke up this morning and yes was sick, i didnt even make it to the bathroom, it was grrrrroooossssss, i feel a bit better now though just 'yucky' really.
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[Feb. 20th, 2006|03:04 pm] |
how about an update on my exciting life then.....oh ok....youve twisted my arm.......
so today is my history personal study deadline, ive handed it in, its complete and utter crap, im focusing on the fact this is only the draft deadline... the only thing thats bothering me is that next term i wont have time to make it better next term....oh arghk.
so erm my weekend, friday i got up early, me and john dossed around the house watching old eastenders on uktv gold and eating toast, we went to town to pick up photos for johns art project and brought a big tray of chips from nickis, whilst we were eating them we witnessed a vicous arrest, this little chav got like thrown to the floor and rolled around by a police man, there was a huge crowd and everything. we eventually went to school for last two lessons were dull, i got my art trackmaster thing, and also miss oamara told me i was' totally anti conformist,' but aprently thats a complement and all good art students are so blah. i worked in the evening with the lovely racheal and we had a chit chatter, i do love her.
saturday, ha......boring boring day, 8 hour shift 1.00 till 9.00 on floor, i was working with eric though hes cool and funny we were dancing away to the chicken little theme tune all night and random film endings so it was cool, i had popcorn for lunch, a proper little cinema employee i am!!!!!
sunday i worked on popcorn stand.........dull...reallly......brought an ice blast...major sugar high.
ive almost finished my art final piece, its uber big and im starting to like it............
blah...i cant wait till i break up, me having werid holidays and anything, the first week will be crap, well theres pancake day and monday im going out with john but apart from that its all coursework im afraid, the second week howver.....whoop te doooo its gonna be good........i shall update about it when iuts actually happened mind you.....
today has been stressful, the stress is over now though, after doing a little more painting i get to go home with john, have a curry, watch some dvds and go to sleep...happy as larry.
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[Feb. 15th, 2006|07:53 pm] |
yesterday was a beautiful,beautiful day and it made me very happy the card that john made me is insanely good, looking at it makes me smile im going to treasure it forever, we went to big blue after school and slobbed there for like 2 hours and then we had a well nice meal afterwards. yummers! 4 courses, whoop tee dooooo then we wtached the shining and stuff then i fell asleep then i whoke up at 1 in the morning and was confuzzled........twas a very good evening indeed
today was a rather shitty day, however it like started off crap, reached its crappy peak and then slowly is getting better and better, thanks to john and amy moo really and that lovely lovely emailoff amy which i really needed...........................................and yeah me writing the reply kind of sorted sum stuff out 'up there' aswell.
hmmmmmmmmmmmmm
i have so much to be thankful for
and im really trying to be a good person and to feel 'fullfilled'
but i dunno it just feels like im just not sometimes
i just feel like everything i do, somone is out there doing somthing better
but yeah...thats life i guess
blahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh........................
it will all be ok
i have love
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[Feb. 12th, 2006|05:27 pm] |
im trying to think if i have anything interesting to tell you about my weekend, its been a vicious struggle of a weekend in all honesty, to do work that is. arghk i hate landau, arghk i just want to be at uni now ..moan,wimper.bitch......................
on friday......i worked in the evening, then got home and recieved a phone call from the one and only john and yeah i didnt get off the phone till one then hmmmmm saturday i was on popcorn at work and then i got home, slept and then i went to sharons with john and lorenzo and we did, well nothing but it was really really good anyway if u understand me, just slobbing it up. today has been a coursework day kind of having my sunday dinner in a minute, yummers. i have offically finished johns card and its ok, if he doesnt like it ill just give it to my other boyfriend so its all good. hmmmmmmmmm, yes i feel like im fighting a battle with myself mostly at the minute because i need to do and want to do some schoolwork but just wont for some reason and it is getting a tad out of control now really........................
off and out
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[Feb. 10th, 2006|09:43 am] |
doctors verdict.......an infected windpipe....whooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo
the last three days have been ACELY SUPER DUPERLY WUNDERFULLY FANTABBI DOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO
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[Feb. 8th, 2006|08:39 am] |
so i have this cough, its bugging me now, im off to doctors any second.
erm my life is good, very good. last week..... i didnt do too many exciting things, erm i stayed at johns on thursday and then we had like 4 frees the next day so could have a lie in which was good. i created and worked and mooched at the weekend, yesterday we finished school at 2 so john came round to mine and we made fairy cakes and ate fajitas and i borught a tub of hagen das strawberry cheesecake icecream to sooth my poorly throat which we consumed. our fairy cakes turned out really well! i was impressed, some had blue buttericing some had chocolate butter icing it was rather fun actually, making cakes gives you an exuse to be messy. today i may go to school depending on what good old doccie says, and then i will go home, rest up a little then bounce along to johns so we can watch godfather! yeah!!!!!!!! oh the excitment! and then we have a double free in the morning so theres another little lie in.......YEAH!!!! well, yes watch my exciting life go......................................... i do love john..............................
hmmmmmmmmm.........
love u all...amy mooo almost finshed ur letter will post soon!
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[Feb. 4th, 2006|01:41 pm] |
ive got pins and needles in my foot
ouch ouch ouch, my foot
maerrrrrrrrr mah |
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[Jan. 29th, 2006|12:45 pm] |
it was three months on friday. THATS 3!
yes, hum, just estatic really
i really, positively am 100%, completely head over heels in love.
saturday, i went to johns and ate, listened to guitar, watched futurama and then lewises party and then walk back to johns and then sleep.
sunday is today, just got home and am going to work in an hour. ppppppoooooooooo
OH WELL...........................
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[Jan. 24th, 2006|09:43 am] |
im up.......
im ready to write this bastard of an essay which is 30% of my grade
im writing this first first however, then in a little bit i shall post on my other live journal.... hum ho hum....
on staurday i did lots of schoolwork, then sharon came round and we talked about lots of stuff like girls too and had pizza and chipa and watched the simpsons, then we got dressed to go out, sharon wanted me in a skirt, nooooo! i wore heels though. yes me HEELS!! we went to jimmys as the drinks are realy cheap there and we talked sum more until john and lorenzo arrived, then there was lots of pool playing and lots of random drinks i dont think i paid for many of them, lorenzo was feeling flush, however i did but him a huge tray of chips with donner meat and crap and a cheese and chips for myself so.................. it was a good night, very good infact.
on sunday i worked twas crap actually...
yesterday was like the bestest. i had double art, i spent it with john, double free i spent it with john, two pointless lessons where i did loadsa work and felt good about myself......
then it was hometime and john came round to mine, we had curry yum yum yum yum with nann bread YUMMMMMMMMM. thus it was a brilliant day because it revolved around john.....whooooooooop......
i do love him
alot
ALOT ALOT
ok ill stop...........................
love u alll
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